Thursday, August 28, 2003

whats happening now is something i cant understand,
something thats not exactly a facade
cos im sure thats not what is really is
right beneath.

so what is it ?
why cant things be the way it was ?
why must we change ?
why is everything so complicated ?

i dont even know what im thinking anymore. its weird, its uncanny, its ironical, its unbelievable, its scary, its horrible, its bizzare, its grotesque, its everything unimaginable. am i making sense ?

Time may take us apart, but I will still love you, I promise.


And when the stars, stars are falling
I'll keep calling

I promise that you'll be my one, my only everything
I'll never be untrue
And I promise that for all your love I will do anything
I will give you the stars, I will buy you the moon

Even through the longest of our nights
And even through the darkest days
Our love will find a way

And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you

You were my summer breeze, my winter sun, my
springtime soul (springtime soul), my autumn touch of gold Yeah
And you were my sky, my rain, the earth in which my love goes
strong
The smile of my heart and the breath of my soul

Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts

And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you

Tell me how you feel
I finally know how love feels
Tell me if its real
And my heart tells me its real
So real, So real

And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you

Time may take us apart, that's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart, you'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles we've seen
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars may tilt
But I will still, I will still Love you

And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you


how i wished things were what they were. that i'd still get that zeal and rush of adrenaline to hug you everytime i see you. that i could still do almost everything with you like we did before. that we were still in that cubicle in aztec laughing at our own silliness. that we were still argueing over you were dian siao er or not. that you would be there to wipe away my tears. that i could tease you about your horniness. that we were everything that we were. and now im playing our song over and over again and wondering what youre doing. wondering if you were still thinking the same way that i do.

i miss you, queen.